In a Single thought

Thanks to samarpita n her frnds for coining the name


Each time I see her I love her more knowing that she is someone else’s
Each time I look at her I betray the love that I feel
And also the hurt coz she feels the same for someone else
Why cant I be like him…I wonder
What has he got that I don’t???
And these thoughts go on n on
Till I am so frustrated that I go back to the excuse that I don’t love her
And that I only wanna remain her best friend forever

I tried so hard to be the man of her dreams
I wanted so much to be the cause of the sparkle in her eye
Each time she speaks of hime its like my heart is burning in flame
Each time I don’t react to what she says ,her face falls and its me who is to blame
I don’t have the strength to smile at her and cry on the inside
To tell her the truth and be the obstruction to her paradise
I knew that he controls how she feels and am sick worrying
But I cant dream of ruining the happiness she is feeling
On one hand I fear the pain he can cause her
While on the other I cant imagine causing her any

Oh god…wat am I supposed to do???
You play a game in which Im a nothing but a fool
A fool who will hate himself no matter what he does
Because he con anly cause sorrow to the one he loves’
What am I supposed to do tell me God!!
How can you expect me to love as well as lose her in a single thought??